This song is one of my ones from my night tonight.
So many things a song can tell you.
Never underestimate the power of music <3
When you want things to be as they were. When you want something so bad but you don’t or can’t say it. You listen to the same songs and the world blends from one thing to another. This year ii wished so many things would happen and others would turn back around and not happen. The majority of this year i have been waiting for that one thing to jump out at me and say “hey, Have this .. it will make you so happy and content” but its still missing. There is a gap where something else should be. or someone, thats undetermined.
I’m not too sure if the lonliness i am feeling is because i am missing someone in my life or if i have created such a void i refuse to let people in for fear of getting so hurt again i cant breathe it hurts to cry again. This is my Journal.
who knows what the next journal will be .. Let’s take one day at a time.